YKS has been announced, LGS selection process continues. How hard is it to choose, what is the good design for, who is the bad design for, what do I want, what do I give up while choosing it… How many steps do I need to see while making a choice? Is it possible to be convinced that that department, that city, that school is “good” for us? The process in which a voice emerges from every head, every “knower” gives a mind, and everybody tries to evaluate and dictate to you. The process, which, when it comes to the beginning, seems to be more challenging than the exam. Prefer. We often fail to realize that our lives are based on choices. What we prefer, what we are forced to choose, and many more. We say “destiny” to those we are not satisfied with and throw away the responsibility, if we are satisfied, all the good deeds come back to us. Geography is destiny, and we envy those who change the world with the power to change their geography. Because our destiny is to “sit” and their destiny is to work.
“You’ve always tried, you’ve always been defeated. Let it be. Try again, fail again. Defeat better.” Samuel Beckett did not tell us. It’s always our destiny to cheat, we always have the dream of trying to win the game with pawns, not taking risks and winning the match by sitting the queen and the king in the castle. When the king withdraws, life is satisfied with the checkmate. However, if you start the game from the beginning, if you see the next moves from the beginning, if you look to see, evaluate, draw your plan, start the game that way, with more confident steps and more sane. Then even when you became Matt, if you were a commander who fought to the end, came out of his castle, maybe injured, but worked hard, fought for himself, and did my best. How hard is all of this. Being a pawn of others, following orders and directives, taking responsibility when you finally have the chance to pass the responsibility on to others. To be able to say I did it, my decision, my war. Being able to continue without Mat even if Life says King. Time is running, it’s your turn to move.
What’s your next move?
